Tuesday, June 12, 2012

YOLOkoboji--Entry 1

Week one is over. Uhh... excuse me...where did that go? This week has flown by faster then Looney Toons Road Runner. When initially getting to Okoboji, my mom was a little more than anxious to show us around the town. The closer we got to the civilization the more she perked up in the driver seat. After making fun of how giddy she was getting, she leaned over to me and said the four words that tick me off more than just about anything, "You just don't understand." Most of the time I immediately tune out people when they say that but the fact that my mothers smile was ear to ear as she gazed off into the horizon waiting for her paradise to creep into view, I realized I didn't understand, but I was bound and determined to find out. The section of Iowa where I was headed was truly a family epicenter. As I watched as passed corn fields green with hope of a fall crop, my mom kept looking back and fourth. Her faced changed from enjoyment to that of searching for something. Thinking we had just become lost in the middle of rural Iowa, I decided to enjoy a scenic tour of corn. When suddenly the car took a turn and we were suddenly thrust into residential living. As Alexis and I gazed out at all the lake homes that cost more than either of us will ever see we were suddenly startled with a big gasp and "THERE IT IS!" We followed my moms finger as she pointed out my window to a small yellowish house in the center of the lot. She explained that this was my great grandparents lake house. Without skipping a beat she began telling us stories and memories of the house and the surroundings. We made a couple of quick stops to continue our little tour before reaching our hotel. Here was where we gained another tour guide. My mom's cousin Becky showed up and the moment she walked into our room there was a whole new definition giddy in the mix. Becky and my mom together there was no where to put two words, they exchanged their own stories and memories. After eating dinner Becky took us on a driving tour of Okoboji. It was like ten at night and the earth was pitch black but that didn't stop them from showing us every memory they could conjure up. I don't know what was more interesting trying to see the places  through the dark or listening to the laughter that was coming from the front seats.

The next day My mom, Alexis and I got back into the car and drove to a town near by named Emmitsburg. She was able to find the house she was looking for as if we were driving home. She pulled up to the Queen Marie Bed and Breakfast.
 "This is your greatgrandparent's house". The place we had seen the day before was just the lake home but this was the home. Gorgeous doesn't even begin to describe the house. We noticed a man walking up to the door, we caught his attention and mom explained her history with the house. He graciously let us in and I looked at my mom and she was able to mutter the words, "It hasn't changed". All the wallpaper, the floors, the oven, and all the details were a perfect time capsule of my mom's younger years.

As the owners of the house showed us the rest of the house, they would describe to us what they used it for and my mom gave a historical recount of the rooms. As we left my mom had a new skip to her step. Next stop was seeing the old family farm. We didn't stay long. The final stop on family history tour was a trip to the cemetery. Mom parked the car and told us she couldn't remember exactly where our family had been barried. We were able to narrow down the field since this cemetery was segregated, Catholics on one side and Protestants on the other. After locating the headstones of my great grandmother and grandfather, I noticed something very strange, my mother wasn't crying. My mom is a crier, and it shocked me that she didn't have to pull a tissue out for this occasion. As I looked away from my mom I noticed another headstone with the same last name. I inquired as to who the stone belonged to, she told me that this was my great great grandparents. The wind left my lungs as I read the year, 1873. After regaining air I got into the car. My mom had no need for tissues the entire trip, I think she was more proud to be showing and introducing us to our history. The roots that began Garrelts family line in America, which turned into the Butterworth name, and now in me has turned into Wineman. But here is where it began.

After a dinner with Becky it was finally time to head to the Okoboji Summer Theatre.
 I heard about this magical place when I was in the third grade, and after twelve years of waiting and imagining and hearing story after story it was finally my turn. As our car drove along the gravel we pulled up to the dorm and I was quickly met by friends. With each returning embrace I remembered how much I had missed them. After chatting and introducing them to family, came the time to say goodbye to Alexis and my mom. I gave them each a hug and the returned to the car. Alexis rolled down the window I grabbed her hand. as I grasped it I looked at her and immediatly realized how grown up she was. I am not going to see her again until December. where had the years gone and when did  my little sister grow up. She said she was going to miss me, the car pulled away and our fingers one by one had to let go. I watched as the red car disappeared into the distance. I turned around and got the sinking feeling in my stomach that I had had only one other time in my life, and that was when my drove away from Stephens College after first dropping me off. The feeling that there was no going back, this was it, I had been ready for this, and now it was time to jump in with both feet. I walked into the dorm to begin to unpack, when I ran into my friend Olivia. We got to chatting and catching up and she dropped a phrase that I thought was her mispronouncing "yoyo". when I asked her about it she said "Yolo". She described, probably to remove the wondering face I was wearing, "You only live once".

I am the fifth generation of my family to experience Okoboji Iowa. Each of them leaving a mark in someway wether it is a name on a silo, or establishing the family to its new home in America. Now although I am not staying here for the rest of my life I know I that this is my chance to pick up and leave my mark for my generation. This summer is going to be amazing because you only live once so why not live it up now. :)


love always
DW

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

And so it begins!!!

the first of many video blogs for the amazing summer that is about to ensue! and the shoes in the bags got donated not thrown away!


see you soon
DW

Monday, May 21, 2012

If You're Not From the Prairie....

If you have ever been to church, especially if you have lived in a small town, you have seen them. The infamous Church Lady. That one lady who is often one of the older ladies in the church, who is not afraid to speak up to the congregation and who sits in the same pew every Sunday. She becomes part of the whole church experience and you just can't imagine your church without her. During my time going to church from Kindergarten to the time I graduated we had church lady at our Lutheran church. Her name was Jewell Wolk. She taught we Sunday School for many years, she even taught me that I was old enough to know that the word "ass" was not in fact a curse word but another name for a donkey. My parents didn't really appreciate that lesson. She was without a doubt the most outspoken women I have ever met. But one of the biggest lessons she ever taught me was not from one of her stories, or her spoken lessons but from a book. On the day I graduated from High School a knock came to the door, and there was jewel with a thin rectangular package in her hands. As a tore through the grad themed paper I opened  to find a book with what I thought at the time a pretty corny title...

She soon left and I got to reading it. I opened the cover to find my grad announcement taped inside, and I turned the pages to find a message wrote to me from her...
Danielle-
when you are in the cities someone will ask you where did you grow up and what is a prairie. Here is your answer. 
For anyone who knows me I am very proud to be where I am from. I love living in Missouri and I am VERY excited to be going to Iowa for the summer but there is just something about returning to my broken sky line. A place where I look to the East and see mountains reaching to the heavens and where I look West and see miles of flat prairie. I love coming back to my town where it takes me less than 5 minutes to be anywhere, and where you know everybody you pass on the street. A place where traffic is you and the car that is a mile away from you. A paradise where you can be in town and see every star that glistens in the sky. And where I can see my family in real life rather than over a skype window.  Home is a place where you can be away from for a large amount of time but the moment you return its as if you have never left. Where air is as clean as you remember and the wind is a familiar greeting that brings a chilly welcome. My mom told me before I cam home that I would be taking my brother to his summer theatre job in Virginia City, Montana. That is about an 12 hour trip roundtrip. As we began driving into the mountains and through canyons I was continually reminded on just how lucky I am to be able to experience such magnificence so often in my life. The entire road trip was picturesque scene after picturesque scene.
Yesterday when I got home I sat on my bed and looked at bookshelf and there sat Jewell's book. I reopened it and after 2 years in college it had a whole new meaning. I am not writing this to brag to everyone how incredibly amazing my state is (even though it is the best of them all) but for you to take an outlook that home is by your definition, and that no one you ever meet will understand nor appreciate it quite like you. I am and incredibly to be from Montana. I leave you with a passage from the book If You're Not From the Prairie... by David  Bouchard

If you're not from the prairie, you can't know my soul,
You don't know our blizzards, you've not fought our cold
You can't know my mind, nor ever my heart
Unless deep within you, there's somehow a part...
A part of these things that I've said that I know, 
The wind, sky and earth, the storms, and the snow.
Best say you have--and then we'll be one,
For we will have shared that same blazing sun.




Love always, DW

If You're Not From the Prairie by David Bouchard. Atheneum Books for Young Readers. 



Monday, April 16, 2012

"thank you"

This week has been just about as wild and crazy as I am pretty sure is possible. And the next few weeks hold the same possibility. But as I run around like a chicken with my head cut off I have taken a moment to realize it's April. Now it high school terms that would mean I have a full month and a half or so till my friends take one last walk through our beloved halls. But in college the first weekend in may holds title of graduation. Here at the Steve our company is our family. To know if a few weeks that they will no longer be living here saddens me greatly. They are an extraordinary group of actors and technicians who will no doubt go on to exceed their wildest imaginations. I am so glad that for these past two years I have had the honor of working so close to such amazing people. So the next blog video here on really good or really bad is tribute to the Stephens College of Performing Arts Seniors. Everyone is so proud of you all and I thank you for everything you have taught me. I love you all and enjoy...
"Do not go where the path my lead go instead where there is no path and leave a trail"-Ralph Waldo Emerson



Love always
DW


Sunday, February 26, 2012

24 hour play festival

Our Warehouse Theatre decided to have a 24 hour play festival. It was a full day of completely new student written, performed and designed shows. It was a heck of an experience....WATCH


but before you watch go, go and VOTE FOR STEPHENS COLLEGE at:

http://www.showusyouretc.com/movie53.aspx

NOW HERE IS THE VIDEO!!!!!!!!!




THANKS FOR WATCHING

DW


Wednesday, February 22, 2012

PLEASE VOTE!!!!

Hey everyone!! So I need some help. My college has entered a contest called 'Show Us Your ETC." The winner will receive a brand new light-board. HERE IS WHERE I NEED YOUR HELP.....

Click this link!!!

http://www.showusyouretc.com/movie53.aspx


WATCH THE INCREDIBLY AMAZING AWESOMEST SPECTACULAR VIDEO EVER!!!!!!!!!


Then "like" it.

and finally go tell everyone you know to do it too.

THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO DO!!!!

Please help Stephens College. Thanks so much and incase you are just reading this and not caring. Would it change your mind if I told you that people spinning fire on stage in the video...seriously.....WATCH...VOTE!!!

THANKS
DW

Sunday, February 19, 2012

When Your Last Resort Is To Break Out In Show Tunes...

After one of the nights of Victorian Christmas earlier in December, a woman got in touch with my friend Emma. She said she was going to need some actors to work at her parties that she holds at her bed and breakfast. Well these past two weekends she has been hosting a speakeasy murder mystery party. Now since Emma and I were both cast in Lady Windermere's Fan we weren't able to come and work for her last weekend. But according Barbra, the lady who runs the B&B, said they had close to 14 people a night for two nights and they were excited for this weekend to see how it goes.
Emma Carter and I in costume for Lady Windermere's Fan
Since we couldn't be there the first weekend to help we were more than excited to come out and help with the party. Upon arrival to the house I was immediately taken away by all the beautiful furniture and antiques that filled the room. She lead us back into the kitchen where we were briefed on the order of the evening. We both got characters and costumes. She sped through the itinerary and we were off to making salads for the guests. Rather than what we expected to be 14 or so like the previous events we would be serving only two lucky guests this evening. While Barbra hurried herself around the house preparing the finishing touches Emma and I discussed what exactly our characters were. 

Emma was playing Amanda Moleron (idk how to spell her last name). Her father Lorenzo was the owner of the speakeasy and was brutally murdered, not the murder we were investigating but still murdered. She isn't taking it so well so she is crying pretty much all the time. She is secretly seeking revenge which makes her a suspect. Don't let the black clothing and tears fool you. 
My character was Claire Butt...I don't pick the names....She is the french maid. She is hated by a lot of people merely because she is a sarcastic brat (I think I could handle that part) and she smokes. She is very mysterious and we don't know much about her past. Later we find out and she is actually hunting down and investigating members of the mob. It's an intense job, she secretly wants to be an actress. 
Other Characters we had were, the movie casting director/hostess, which was Barbra. Barbra's husband played the butler/Mob boss' right hand dude/murder victim. The two guest played the Norelli family. Norm and his sister Natasha were the head of the mob. And of course we had a P.I. on duty, who was played by Barbra's father-in-law. So the stage is set the cast is present and the show must go on. Emma and I who had only be told what our job was very quickly seemed a little.....no....REALLY confused. But we began serving. So during the first course, Barbra the "film director" was introducing all of the characters, she asked for Emma and I to come out and meet the guests. She said she was making a movie and for our "audition" we had to sing. She never said to us during the pre show process that we were going to have to sing. As she starred at us with that look that says, "You all said you were actors, so sing." I looked at Emma with a look that said, "How did you get me to do this?" After the exchange of "alright we are going to sing" glances to one another, Emma and I did what any logical person would do. We broke out into showtunes. More specifically we started singing "Somethings Are Meant to Be" from Little Women. After screwing up the words terribly I realize I got some work to do for Okoboji audition.  After the salad was served, the lights go out, or according to Barbra, someone "mysteriously" forgot to pay the electric bill. While the lights were out we hear two gunshots and the lights came back on "mysteriously"...of course. And there on floor laid the dead butler, after the guests "taped him off" they returned to the seats to read clues and start creating suspects.  Then the guest began question "suspects." Of course the foreigner was suspected first, so not knowing I was going to have to answer questions, I attempted to answer them like I do with anything else, with a hell of a lot of sarcasm. When I told them I was innocent, and I wasn't crying because according to fergie big girls don't cry, they said I had done it because I wanted the butler's job. I told that why on earth would I want the butler's job, I was a maid, on the perspective job ladder a butler wasn't going to do much for my future career path. When they brought out Emma for questioning she handled it incredibly (well duh...she's Emma Carter) and since her character was so distraught over her father she was crying all the time. I found the guest giggled when I called Emma a cry baby or a wimp, so I insulted Emma more in one hour then she has probably been in a REALLY long time, and yes I feel real bad. When they began questioning the P.I., he was just not having any of it. When Barbra wondered why he wasn't going to come get finger prints or investigate, he leaned in on the lazy boy he had been sitting on the whole time, and said "I don't know what I'm doin here'" "I just woke up from a nap" "I'm not an actor." So Emma and I realizing we are the last hope for these two guests evening, created our own clues, and passed around bribes. The murder mystery continues tomorrow morning so we won't know how it ends but we left plenty of clues to keep it moving along. It was a wonderful night at a magnificent B&B everyone was amazing and it was a true test of improv and accents skills. One of the most interesting parts the evening was just talking with Barbra's father in law. He told us a lot about his time during the war. Emma said something and with in 3 seconds he turned to her and said, "Are you german?" She responded yes and he turned to me and told me that I didn't look german. I was hoping that that was just because I was in a french maid out fit. But when I began talking to him he turned to me and asked me, "Are you german?" Why indeed sir I am. He told us of the times he was stationed there, about his hunting adventures, and his wife. It was fantastic evening. So many laughs, so much food, and so many unsuspecting aspects that make me excited to work their next party. So if you ever want a good dinner party look up the Victorian Country Inn Bed and Breakfast. Who knows maybe you will have a cry baby heiress and french maid serve you dinner. 
haha this is like the first blog post that doesn't have some message. Nope here it is: When you get yourself a really good friend, find a song you can do together perfectly you never know when you are going to randomly need a musical number. This is perfect for working at murder mystery dinners, and it is probably a nifty party trick to shoe off to your friends. 

DW



Thursday, February 2, 2012

17 Page Paper Was Easier Than A Quote!

So I have acting class tomorrow....or well today....During the last class we were given a sheet of paper with famous actors and quotes or better yet philosophies about acting and theatre. I love quotes!! As we went through each quote it was interesting to hear the different views and approaches to acting from people who know. for example.....

Dame Peggy Ashcroft said, "You have to live in order to act and what you put into your performance is what you've learned from life."

Glenda Jackson said, "Acting provides the fulfillment of never being fulfilled. You're never as good as you'd like to be. So there's always something to hope for."


Helen Hayes said, "Childbirth is easy compared to giving birth to a role in a play"

Michael J. Fox stated, "The oldest form of theatre is the dinner table. The same people every night with a new script."


My favorite is a quote from Bob Hoskins, he said, "Whoever I play, whoever I become, I must have a starting off point. I must be sure of who I am before I become someone else."


This was the one that resinated with me the most. I was on the phone with my mother today discussing the big issue in family right now.....how old I am getting. ......its a national problem....It is weird to think that in about a month and a half I will no longer be a teen, I will be a junior in college, and searching for grad schools or places to move after graduation. The "Who I am" is a constant change process in college. You don't enter and exit as the same person. But we all have a starting off point we all came from somewhere and the stars and famous people we idolized all started and made it. And we look on their words of wisdom  to help, inspire and steer us to bettering ourselves and our knowledge of the art. Their experience is acknowledged, their success is admired, and their philosophies are appreciated.

That's when Beth dropped the bomb. We had to create our own philosophies that would be shared with the class and faculty. Now some may see this as a simple assignment. But for me it racked my brain. The philosophies I have always followed were things older people had told me, or people who had been successful. Who was I to philosophize a craft in which I am constantly learning and who only a few short years ago had very little knowledge of at all.

Its was about 1 in the morning and it came to me. I was starring out my window and in the dark blue almost black sky I notice a small dot. The star glimmered and was the perfect procrastination opportunity. as I pulled the shade to expose myself to to more of the night sky I saw it, the moon. I remember laying in my hammock during summers and just watching the stars appeared and the moon would become the bright beacon in the sky. The breath taking universe slowly took over the plain canvas of blue. Stars came to view looking like a jewelry store blew it contents to the sky and they stuck, but no matter how many of the sparkling stars filled the sky it could not compare to the giant moon. I never wanted to be an astronaut, but I always found it comforting to know that there was a world outside of ours, that we aren't confined to this one place that we live in, that there is literally no limit to anything.  I'd like to think that this is what Neil Armstrong thought when he first gazed at the moon. This is how I look acting, I see a show of any kind and it is like I'm gazing at the moon. I amazed by its existence, I see and am captured by the world that is developing before me, and I want and need to be part of it. When you seen a universe stretched before you, you know that anything you want to accomplish is possible. Because if the stars and moon can perform a show every night and entertain generation after generation, why can't I?


 Then my homework was done.

DW

P.S. Lady Windermere's Fan opens Friday at 7:30 in the Macklenberg Playhouse!!! Get your tickets now and see this amazing show it will be fan-tastic!!!!

Monday, January 16, 2012

MOVING!!

So at the beginning of the new semester Meghan and I decided we wanted to move. After evaluating our options we settled on taking 2 of the last rooms offered in another building. I am now living in my own room which is weird because since leaving home I have not ever been by myself. Before I go any further, Meghan and I are not mad at each other or sick of living with one another. We just decided it would be cool to try something and to take advantage of the perks offered by this new building. I had to sign my first lease. You wanna talk about feeling grown up. When you have to sign a lease all of a sudden you realize, wow I'm old. So I thought I would take you on the journey of our moving process.
I love my new room and my own space. :) Thanks to everyone who helped meghan and I move in. VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!!!

DW